the enemy says

that there's nothing to be done. It's all horseshit. And, in a way, they are right - we are all going to die. And it won't be easy - realizing, it continues. And, now I have to face it. And why do I go on like this? Well, I keep being reminded. I see these idiots blaming one another, saying, wait a minute, you aren't a good man. You don't get to win nothin'. And it's horseshit. Because, the most important thing is, we begin to realize - we're all going to die. And it's too late. And we should get ready. Now, what are we going to do? Are we going to bicker? Or, are we going to try to take care of one another? I think, we're going to bicker. We're going to fight. And a lot of rich people are going to say, oh no you don't. And barricade us out. Well, I'm going to the woods. I'm going to think pretty hard about it, but, I think already I know, I'm going to the woods. I'm going to live on a little while, but, if it gets real hairy, I may take my life...be crazy not to. And, all over the world, people are simply slaving away, making shit for Americans and Europeans in particular to consume. And the truth is, they don't even consume it - they trash almost all of it. So what's the point? Well, my point is, we are in deep, deep shit. We have a tremendous number of people hating us, and if you think this is funny, I feel sorry for you. I am not crazy, I am not even worried about going crazy. I know very well how to take my life, having tried a number of ways that Don't work, and yet, caring very much for my life, and my poor old body. Well I found some good ways. Now, what about you? If you're smart, you'll lay in some diamorphine. Just in case. As, when the bombs go off, and they probably will, we will suffer. That's just how it is. And if you're smart, you'll go quick - and help your family. And you know what, it's getting close. Closer and closer to that wonderful day, say the fucking idiot Christian Zionists, I believe they're called, when we all go to hell. And they are right - in part, we may go to heaven - but, that's at epicenter. And just part of us - the rest is strewn atomically and rent. And that's real. So my question is - do you think you deserve anything? Or, are we going to bicker? For, I see in my heart a lot, and one thing I see, people get better. Not all of them. Not by a long shot. And some of them are responsible for vast amounts of pain. And they get better. And you better hope so. Think about it. I hope so. For all our sakes. And, please think hard about what you really want, because, we all are going to get better. It's a question of time. And, how we get better depends on whether the assholes improve. And maybe, maybe? Condoleeza really does want a Palestinian state. I hope so! - mouse x